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I craved normality and so many times I wanted to tell my sisters and my friends what I really thought: ‘I want so badly to go back to being in my old bedsit’.” And while most thought things were going well for the young star on The X Factor tour, the reality was very different.He added: “The X Factor tour was a blur in my memory because I was so stoned and drugged up on all my anti-depressants every time I went on stage.“For a long time I tried to kid myself I was only doing what any young guy in my position would do, and I also wondered if my extremely high sex drive had something to do with the medication I was on. The simple fact is I have an addictive personality coupled with a high sex drive made me a sex addict. By week two he had suffered such a severe panic attack that he thought he was going to die.He says fear and anxiety are the two feelings that followed him his whole life.And he really thought he had hit the big time when Rita, who was a guest on the live shows, asked to meet him. He added: “There was a lot of magic there and it was an amazing night.James said: “I was so puzzled that someone like Rita was actually interested in me. Rita seemed really, really into me, but I still couldn’t quite believe it. I was very stoned that night and my paranoia was sky-high.
Syco re-signed him a year ago, he had a No1 single and a platinum album in Back From The Edge.
“They were usually the same type — Babestation girls or glamour models.